keeeerols: (Sho =D)
after the me-sick-worried-about-my-family post last time I'm afraid this one is not getting happier ;~; (my family is ok tho and that's good)



today for the rest of the world it's April fools day but for me? April's first is my ojiichan's birthday.

My ojiichan is japanese so every year my family, as in dad, mom, little brother, obaachan, ojiichan and me, go to a japanese restaurant where we all eat dinner, me and him are the ones who will only eat sushi until we can't eat even a single grain of rice anymore, and he drinks his whisky, he never drinks except on his birthday and in the end of year festivities. Then we'd come back home, sing happy birthday with a little cake and give him his present before he goes to sleep, normally this present is a piece of clothing, pajamas or shirts. Of course my mom would go crazy around us, with the camera in her hand, screaming "let's take a picture! let's take a picture!". Normally I pose for the pics and then start to get a little impatient since my mom always like to take 10 more than the necessary. 
 
ne how much is the necessary? What if photos are the only things you have left? I bet that 10 more would be very far from necessary. 

 
this is year is different...I began April fool's day crying. Crying because today is the first anniversary since my ojiichan passed away. It's strange how things remain so certain for some time, I already knew what I would be doing on april first: the same of every year, dinner with family, cake, present, photos. And somehow things just change: this year the only plan we have is to go to his grave *Oh gosh it's incredible how actually writing things down or even saying it out loud makes it even more painful*
 
I guess I'll just let the day pass, like it or not it's just another day and than another day come after it. Life won't wait for us to get better, we just have to live and keep the memories dear to us.
 
おじいちゃんへの手紙 )
 
keeeerols: (Nino is upset =/)
 please be safe! please be safe! please be safe! >_<

How hopeless are we when facing such a powerful entity as the nature...being only able to watch everything being destructed DX


From the bottom of my heart I wish that everybody who has someone they know there and the people who are there can be safe and get news from their loved ones!

This came to mind when I watched Sho-chan's SP on the Kobe earthquake and again I'm thinking: as a architect-to-be how would it feel if the building you put so much effort into bringing to life just fell down and kill innocent people or maybe started a fire which destroyed numerous building which had nothing to do with it...in our profession we work to make things which last for a long time and sometimes in a few hours the everything could be gone away and worse, it always leaves behind in a very concrete way all destructed lives ;~;

a meme \o/

Mar. 9th, 2011 06:11 am
keeeerols: (Aimiya lollipop =9)
So yeah a meme! I've never done one before but it seems fun and [livejournal.com profile] azuleanna tagged me so here we go! :D *like the HnA Mario SP XD*

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their journal and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.



answers this way~ )



I changed the last question 'cause after too long thinking I couldn't answer it at all LOL
Oh shit most of my friends are from Refrain too and Azu-chan already tagged them but let's see:[livejournal.com profile] super_cycy , [livejournal.com profile] ncazfevr90  , [livejournal.com profile] nessabn , [livejournal.com profile] gaiiterz  , [livejournal.com profile] nessabn  , [livejournal.com profile] darkhriss , [livejournal.com profile] super_cycy  and [info]happyeling 

Yatta I did it...well that's it from me! I'll definitely look forward everybody's answers ^^

ja~



keeeerols: (Sho =D)
 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH NEWS FLASH I FAIL! TT~TT

yeah I do...big time =/

on Sho's bday I wasn't on the mood of making a post so I kept the window open but ended up not writing anything. But I still want to write him a bday post and it has to be on his month so, since january is almost over, he it is! ;3


From the 14th until the 19th  I was at the beach! got a little darker...not on a Riida level tho xD And well I always end up playing on the sand with my otouto <3 this time some event was on it's way so I ended up making this! :D

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yeah I had to take pictures, 'cause you know when you write something in the sand is most likely that it will be gone the day after ....and it was so cute! <3

anyways when we are at the beach, my family and I always choose a spot and we keep coming back to that same spot at the beach everyday and guess what? when I arrived next day I found this!

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and as you guys can see everything was gone apart from Sho's name! I mean what are the odds!? X3
I was so happy it lasted until the next day! but as a test I didn't touch it, I wanted to know how long would it last.
We were at the beach all day and when we left it started raining...it wasn't an arashi but still my hopes to see it again the next day pretty much disappeared =/ 


and again when I arrived the next day...IT WAS STILL THERE! I couldn't believed it resisted the rain...I was so happy =')
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now I could insert a really big bla bla bla about how this was something that should go away fast and lasted longer than I expected and how it is totally similar to my whole Arashi addiction...anyways but it would be too big  and probably no one would read it ^^'

 
Lastly after I was said goodbye to the sea and all that awesome beach feeling this appeared while I was on the road:
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HOW BEAUTIFUL IS THE RAINBOW REALLY!? So Arashi like deshou? 8D
In the end it was such a good way to come back home....being welcomed by a rainbow <3

well again...

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU DEAR SHO-CHAN!
I hope you keep on being the marvelous person you already are and above all things I hope you're always happy! ^^

WE ALL
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YOU



ja~

 
keeeerols: (Sho =D)
 Ahhhhh waiting for Kouhaku to start! there's only 5 hours 20 minutes left! xD *keeps staring at the clock so it goes faster*
[livejournal.com profile] isabela729  will sleep over and so that we can watch Arashi hosting Kouhaku tomorrow! yaaaaaaaaay ^^v demo ne due to the damn time zone it will be at 8 a.m.! dakara I'M NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT! \m/ (last year's Déjà vu ;D) again I couldn't forgive myself if I overslept and missed it! So to prevent that from happening I'm not sleeping at all d ( ^ w ^ ) b I guess I'm that stupid ;)

While waiting for Kouhaku we watched the whole Music Station Super Live! lots of good and bad impressions but I'm not saying it all 'cause you know I don't want to create trouble with people who have other fandoms :D Just saying that the Johnny boys were great! Mainly Arashi *obviously*, Eito and TOKIO! <3

well since I have a visit at home I won't make this post longer so I just want to wish everybody

~~AKEMASHITE OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!~~ 

I really hope that next year will be filled with wonderful moments for you guys! 

And welcome Sho!month 




また 来年~


keeeerols: (Sakurai x Ando)
On the first semester at university we had to make a model of a well known project from a famous architect...I begged my group that we picked the japanese guy just because . . . well he was japanese and I generally like japanese people *stupid ne? I know  -.-' * anyways they ended up agreeing with me and we chose Tadao Ando's Church on the water. 

The glass on the main room opens on summer and closes on winter


Please! how beautiful is that?! one day I'll marry on this church! *dreams away*

our pretty pretty model <3


ah come on...we had little benches! it was so cute and tiny xD

Tadao Ando was once a truck diver, pugilist and by his decision he became an architect. The greatest thing about him is that everything he learned was reading books and traveling...he doesn't have a architect degree and yet he won the Pritzker prize *the most important recognition an architect can possibly get*
After knowing his life and work I ended up discovering my favorite architect...the way he brings nature into his projects is just perfect really! I already told my aunt that when I visit her on Japan we'll make a tour to see as many Tadao Ando's buildings as possible! We definitely must go to Hokkaido to visit this church! *so what she lives near Nagoya? Let's go north! 8D*
After hearing that Sho-chan interviewed Ando on Zero I freaked out and just HAD to watch it, and guess what? surprise surprise I LOVED IT...come on Sho-chan is my ichiban and seeing him with my favorite architect, yeah you can say it is at least twice the usual fangirling xD the Mori no umi project I'm make sure that when I'm in Tokyo try to go there too ^^  it's actually similar the process that happened to a park near my house, before it became a park it was a place where people would dispose their waste, it's just sad really but seeing how well it turned out to be I hope that by the time I go to Tokyo more trees will be planted and the mori will be a just bigger and bigger :D

Now for Casa Brutus dear Sho-chan went to Naoshima's Contemporary Art Museum...I was waiting and waiting for the scans and when they came out I was so so happy *keep starring at the monitor for hours* but I mean that's a awesome project too and well there was Sho standing there! To make things short I freaked again *O* I still need an icon from that photoshoot!
AND...for my surprise on the last FC pamphlet he went all the way to the Church on the water and made a photoshoot there *faints*
please he's on my favorite Tadao's building! I can't be happier =D by now my aunt probably already received the pamphlet and well now I'll just have to ask her to send it here >w<

so lots of great things lately...I'm definitely a really really incredibly happy architecture student/arashi fan ^^

*keep staring at the icon*

*sigh*

I need to sleep now....
oyasumi~
keeeerols: (Nino is upset =/)
Today is not a very happy day unfortunately...today I:
-had to do the preps for the ceremony for my grandfather's one month death anniversary (yeah I don't know how to explain it well but it has been one month since his death and there's not exactly a celebration but a mass and after that a lunch for the family) so as I said not happy at all ='(
-and I officially gave up on the idea of going to this year's Arashi concert in Nagoya. I spoke to my family who lives there and kinda decided that since this is the first year without my grandfather I should be with my grandma  on the holidays and not in Nagoya...but going to this show was one of the few things in life that I really wanted, like if my situation was different I would definitely go to another country on a simple impulse of wanting it (worrying about money? that's for week people! hahahahah yeah sure, of course I'm not rich enough to think like this)...but anyways this year is another no go *tension down*
I made icons from the Monster official pics...I'll post them here later
So I'll leave with all my sadness...I feel so emo right now *not amused*

='(

May. 9th, 2010 07:05 pm
keeeerols: (Riida and dog *extreme cuteness*)
my grampa's  hospitalized right now...in a very bad state....

it's strange how sometimes the lyrics are just perfect for the moment


Arashi - Snowflake
The cold rain is now changed into snow in very quiet town
Where are you now, how do you spend your time?

In the distance where my breath turns white
I saw the same scenery on that day.

In the modest of everyday,
how much of you have I found?
Before the seasons flow away,
I want to see you again

Unseen kindness like saying "your clothes looks good on you today"
That's definitely how to create happiness

My hands are grasping the warm dream
Forever, I'm constantly painting alone

Don't stop the overflowing tears
Sweet memory burns and fall
Even of our footprints fade
I will not forget you

In the modest of everyday
How much of you have I found?
Before the seasons flow away
I want to see you again

No matter how many dreams go in vain
Even if our destiny disappear someday
Even if our footprints fade
I will not forget you
credits:arashilyrics.com

random =)

May. 2nd, 2010 11:26 pm
keeeerols: (Nino eating donut xD)
I made a friend today on LJ...it made really happy  =D

the university projects just never end I starting to get e little crazy *stupid projects* and I can't see Arashi as much as I want to...I don't want this anymore yada yada yada *Riida on Kaibutsu-kun xD* I want a vacation like NOW seriously!

A while ago I went to a karaoke and sang Arashi's songs!!!! *bliss* That was funny I should make a report on that later!

So sad! the last post were all about how tired I am soooo at least I should upload a cute pic ne!


this is a jazzinjuly wallpaper I put it since I don't have the actual scans yet... the credits go to arashi_no_jidai

Oh-chan's being so sexy and cute and handsome lately that he deserves the spot today danm Riida! Sho-chan is my ichiban and you can't change that so stop with all the sexyness!

bye bye~

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